Delilah (She/Her)

So did you ask him out after you cracked?

You run a pedophile ring sir. Get your priorities in order.

Think I’ll stick to my desktop wide dark purple theme. As well as being elegant it’s easier on the eyes

Sorry, what specifically is drawn beautifully? Are you refering to Najime themself? The anime or manga?

I robbed it from the least interesting song about a girl by that name. As for how I knew it was right, I was sort of using it in my head long before I cracked.

A little bit of Najime Osana, but that’s not cos she’s trans that’s cos he’s an ADHD disaster human and owning it hard.

Of course it’s not your fault. You just lost the genetic lottery (at least so far. There’s still a chance you wake up one day so curvy you cant stand up). Sometimes you do everything right and it’s not enough, meanwhile the girl next to you gets everything handed to her without even trying. Life is cruel like that.

I too feel like I haven’t earned womanhood. Not from lack of harassment, I grew up neurodivergent and redheaded. But there’s some other X factor I feel like I’m missing but can’t put my finger on. Nope, you not alone.

Do software synthesizers like fluidsynth count?

Me at 12: Huh. I’m not feeling this whole sexual attraction malarky. Oh, I’m sure I’ll grow into it.
Me at 15: Still not getting crushes. I’ma just gonna label myself as asexual for the time being till I get a crush on somebody and then define my attraction based on that. (At this point I did not think of asexual as LGBT, nor myself)
Me at 19: Today I learned there are people who believe asexuals belong in the LGBT community, passionately enough to brain somebody for excluding me. Cool. But I still don’t feel like I belong, and it is my firm belief that if someone doesn’t want to be a part of a community, they’re allowed to not join, and I don’t feel comfortable joining.
Me at 22: Why the fuck am I so averse to joining the LGBT community? Have I fallen down some sort of propaganda hole? FUCK IT! I AM ACE, I AM LGBT AND ANYONE WITH A PROBLEM WITH THAT CAN SUCK ON MY TANK OF CHLORINE GAS! Well glad to finally have everything figured out! (eggs start cracking in my friendgroup)

I’m not sure it ever ends tbh