So everytime I masturbated after coming out I feel so guilty afterwards. I also feel so annoyed at my ejaculate wether it’s from after masturbating or after having a wet dream.
Is anyone else feeling the same?
This is also the reason why I’ve done it only like 3 times since the end of september (where I came out). Is that bottom dysphoria or just general dysphoria?
If you’re still using your hand, something that might help a lot is getting a vibrating wand. I got a Doxxy wand a couple years after coming out and it’s been a lifesaver in terms of not feeling as much dysphoria masturbating.